Things are going well here,
each day is challenging in its own way, and sometimes i feel so much despair and i just push into God and he helps me overcome the pain that i sometimes feel.
Some days i feel lonely, some days i feel like i cant and dont want to get out of bed. Bt i make myself get up and go for a run or clean the house.
Doing things that are productive are helpful, help me realise how thankful i am for what God is doing through me and in me.
God told me he would provide and he did, hes brought me people who would go out of their way to make sure that im okay and provided for. I have some friends. Not close friends but people i can talk to.
People i meet tell me how beautiful i am and how beautiful my smile is. They tell me how sweet I am and that im like an angel coming into their lives. I know its cheesy but its happening. God is using me wherever i go.
I am learning to look after myself so well, manage money, eat properly and exercise because its just me all by myself. And no one can do things here for me (even though they do)

But it helps because i can call my family all the time. The past few days i have been talking to them so much about2-3 hours a day.

And the BEST THING EVER! My dad is back in New Zealand and I want to have a good relationship with him. I am so happy and thank God so much.
I miss him so much though and i know Michaela has an opportunity to get to know him well and i dont just yet. But i love him so much. And im so glad that i get this chance of making things rite. You dont know how happy i am.

My boss is amazing always doing things for me and looking after me as well as Jan.
I miss home so much, and everyday i think about coming home.
But im gonna hang in there until God speaks and wat my next move is.

I miss everyone like crazy, and i dont know if people have forgotten me because it seems like it. I have been contacting people and they havent even replied and it hurts.
Well atleast i know who my real friends are now.

Bye Bye