Pain and suffering

This past week has been so hard for me. Everything has been a yoyo. One minute im happy and everything is good and the next minute im beside myself because i want to come home.
I have been calling home for about 2 hours or more everyday and spend about $100 on fone credit this week.
I have been crying and crying so much, and i have been talking to my Dad so much as well and he has helped heaps.
I have been feeling worthlessness and doubt and pain. I have been so angry at myself and i have been emotionally eating when i know i shouldnt be.
On wednesday my boss sent me home early because i was so exhausted then i started crying heaps.
Hes been so helpful and understanding this week, and i feel like im over the mountain and now it seems so small.
I dont know if u know that song but its by Carrie Underwood. It seems like a mountain but once u get over it its but a grain of sand.
On Monday i went to the hot springs with my Boss and it was really beautiful and warm and relaxing.
And Matt told me that my life will be like a candle and it will almost go out and then suddenly it will light back up again from the wind. And thats exactly what is happening and when i remembered what he had told me that brang me peace

I know that things will still be challenging but im getting there slowly.

:)