MELBOURNE HERE I COME:)

I will be boarding my plane in about 13 or so hours and will be at the airport in about 11 hours.

I am so excited and so pumped about going.

God gave me the dat 5th of June. And when i wasnt able to go on that day he told me, I was disappointed and hurt because I thought if i dont go on that day then it wont work out for me.

But you know what its all in Gods timing, not mine. And ive come to learn that very well.

I can tell you right now that i wasnt ready to go 2 weeks ago, i wasnt mentally or physically right to go. It didnt seem real enough, more like a fairytale yet to come true. I was excited and everything but i hadnt given it to God. I had managed to take this special thing he gave me into my own hands and started making my own decisions instead of doing what God wanted me to do. And that was to trust him COMPLETELY.

And over the past 2 weeks i have realised again it is me and God. And i will only have him, i will feel lonely often but i will push through with his strength, love and support.

And my relationship with God has stepped up. I used to think me, everyone else and God.

But no, God is MY God.

And yesterday God said to me, you are ready and i know you are.

Lead the way and prove my power.

I have started applying for jobs the past 2 days, and i praise God.

I have officially got 5 interviews so far and 1 job that looks like a definite and they think i would be perfect for the job.

The jobs mostly involve talking with people, (which most of you know would not be hard for me, ahahahah. ) A few of them are charity work, talking to people about a product and one of them is farming. Not 100% sure on the other ones though :P

But im thinking, wow God you are so good!

You have transformed my life and you are blessing me! Incredibly i cant even believe it.

I am stunned and shocked that people want me for an interview considering the fact there are so many people applying and i live in New Zealand and i'm moving over.

But i guess the Lord is good and works everything out for those who love him.

I think trust is an important thing, something to hold tight to your heart.

Because trusting God and saying heres my life, i give it to you. Your will be done, not mine.

And trusting that whatever happens God will be there and knowing that he will love me and look after me.

I am so excited and looking forward to hanging out with my amazing friends tonite and spending the last moments with them.

Thanks

Have a fabulous night and i cant wait to share with you what its like in melbourne.

Love you all

:)