Day 4 :-

It is a challenge the fact that i am leaving in 3 days time and i am a little worried that my family will fall apart without me. In some cases i am the rock of my house hold, the one who does all the things behind the scenes and with the love and support i give them as well.

It will be a wake up for them and im hoping that its not too much of a shock.
I just need to keep up my praying and make sure that they are under Gods control and that i dont try and take control myself.

And i admit, that it is starting to hit me, the fact that i wont have my sister always around 24/7, my mum, my little brother or my step dad. Its going to be me, all alone in the world by myself. And i am ready, i know i am.
I am freeking out a little bit, trying to understand everything that is happening. I mean God is working miracles right before my eyes and im just finding it hard to comprehend. But i know that once im over there and once i am on the plane i will feel better and more stable.

This lady im going to be living with is so lovely and so funny. I talked to her on the phone last night,. Im really looking forward to meeting her on Sunday.

Even though things will get challenging, things will get hard and i will need to pray and pray for a miracle and breakthrough but i just need to remind myself that God is big. He is in control, he understands and if i ask for his peace and guidance surely he will give it to me.

So, i say. No more worrying and more praying. More reading and more trusting that everything will turn out okay.

You know it says in Romans, believe for what you do not have and it shall be given to you.

Tonight i am going to pray more, and pray for breakthroughs. If you need any prayer leave a comment,
This is a short blog but i encourage you what ever you do doesnt ever go un-noticed.
It is appreciated and respected and i thank you so much for the love you show people in your life.
Christ love, because that is what is going to bring Glory to God.

You are so loved, you are so valued, you are respected and honoured for your love for the Lord.
You are amazing and i pray for blessings over all that you do in your life.

Love Maree,
:)