All we want

My passport has arrived this morning, and after me trying to take control over things last night i finally said this is it. Its only you and me God thats all that matters.

I have talked to a friend of mine that helped me understand the reason why i do certain things, and i have been selfish, but again not focused enough on God. My focus has gone off God and has been put on the things that he wants for me. And once you take your focus off God, the enemy has a chance to get to you.

Last night i went to bed at about 2:30am because i was making things to give to people before i leave. When i eventually decided to sleep i was so frightened. And i hadnt been so frightened in a long time. I couldnt comprehend it. Michaela was asleep in our room and i though i would go back in there and sleep in my bed. But God said to me you are only human and so is she. She cant protect you from the enemy. I repeated the scripture ' By your stripes we are healed' over 100 times. I prayed and prayed and told enemy where its att and he left. And then i slept peacefully.

I think that was the start, i am now leaving.

So excited and so pumped for what God has install for me.

I will let you know which date this week i am leaving!